Things are going well... it's nothing like that. But that other chapter in my life that I talked about last time... I need to take something off my plate so I can give more energy to the other things I've got going on.
I will leave my blog up for a bit. I have to fix my pictures as I accidentally deleted them. Eventually I plan to archive my blog so I have it to look back on and delete it.
I wish you all well. If you want to contact me you can comment or shoot me an email, whichever you prefer.
I'm sad to leave, but I know something's got to give. I began blogging to process all this and I feel that I have. I have worked out the 'why' for myself behind what we do and why I have the need for it. I will always have this little diary to look back on and I thank you to all of you who were a part of my journey. If you'd like to keep in touch I would be happy to do so.
As far as DD/ D/s, we are still going strong and that won't change. I just don't feel the need to share it anymore. It's ours, our own little way, and it works.
Before I struggled to understand it but now I wear it as my own, with a quiet confidence. We get each other and a shared look is all we really need to 'get each other'.
That security leaves me free to move on to the next thing and focus my energy elsewhere.
I wish you all well. It's been a pleasure getting to know you all and all the different ways we practice our dynamics.
Something I've been wanting to share ...
Isn't that great! A 'Love Is' for spankos!
J texted it to me one day and it brought back the early days of our marriage when he would print these out and hide them around the house randomly for me to find.
A few thoughts before I go (because this is where I'm at)...
Embrace the 'real' people in your lives. Log off of those computers and LIVE... I am learning to do more of this.
Don't spread yourself too thin. It's ok to give something up for a season or for good. You don't have to be super woman.
Be careful who you trust. Friendships take time and face to face encounters. You never really know someone without these.
Hold onto your family, especially your babies. You don't know how long you will have them.
Love yourself enough to let go of things that are not good for you.
Love to you all,